I still suffer from sleep problems. Never could sleep much and my mornings aren't any different.
I wake up, but because I'm still in that semi-sleep state, I seem to just lie there. I can't quite seem to care about anything when I wake up. Nothing worries me, and regarless of how much it has to be done, I don't do it... I just am.
I can lie there for a few hours sometimes. Sorely regretting it when I finally start moving. But untill I do, it's like I'm in some sort of torpor.
The only thing I've found that can get me up, is if something happens right beside me, but out of my reach. For that reason, I've got 3 alarm clocks, each placed further away, with 10 min differance in the wake up call. And my cell is always moved so I have to sit up to reach it. Otherwise, I rather fear I could spend all day there.
And it's not even like I ponder about stuff or anything. I'm fully conscious. I'm aware that I'm late and all that, but for some reason, it just doesn't register. It's like I'm dreaming... But I know for a fact that I'm awake. Still I percieve it as a dream...
I can't sleep at night either. It's the same odd state. But mornings are my nemesis. Cus then I have to move ^^
Other than that, it's the same old "Oh fuck I'm late" rutine once I get moving. Grabbing what ever is closest, washing quickly, and running out the door, still zipping my pants...
I'm curious tho'. Anyone know what it is, or know anyone who "suffers" from a similar thing? When diagnosed, they tell me it's nothing. Just a bad sleep rythm and laziness. But even when I've had jobs that demand me up at 4am, I still can't sleep before 1am. It's as though I only truly wake up when it's dark. Just dunno what it is...
Tm