i read. alot. heres some books that could possibly save your life.
http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/1400049628/qid=1144226747/sr=1-3/ref=sr_1_3/102-9900944-1027314?s=books&v=glance&n=283155
http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/1582345929/ref=pd_sim_b_2/102-9900944-1027314?%5Fencoding=UTF8&v=glance&n=283155
http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/0967512395/qid=1144227115/sr=1-4/ref=sr_1_4/102-9900944-1027314?s=books&v=glance&n=283155
http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/0452285755/qid=1144227158/sr=2-2/ref=pd_bbs_b_2_2/102-9900944-1027314?s=books&v=glance&n=283155
check them out
(the first 2 are the best)