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well..guess this the place for last words. its been...an experiance. im quiting. cant take the drama anymore. too many people hurt. too many lives judged. i came to AO hoping that for once i could have a friend. that i could have somebody to talk to. but the price to pay for that? the suffering of others. so i quit. im going back. im going to back to being that scarecrow in the back of the bar alone. where i belong. if there was anything anybody wanted to say to me, this is the time and the place.

Disarm you with a smile
And cut you like you want me to
Cut that little child
Inside of me and such a part of you
Ooh, the years burn

I used to be a little boy
So old in my shoes
And what I choose is my choice
What's a boy supposed to do?
A killer in me is a killer in you
My love
I send this smile over to you

Disarm you with a smile
And leave you like they left me here
To wither in denial
The bitterness of one who's left alone
Ooh, the years burn
Ooh, the years burn, burn, burn

I used to be a little boy
So old in my shoes
And what I choose is my voice
What's a boy supposed to do?
A killer in me is a killer in you
My love
I send this smile over to you

A killer in me is a killer in you
Send this smile over to you
A killer in me is a killer in you
Send this smile over to you
A killer in me is a killer in you
Send this smile over to you

Don't go.

Never posted in GSP forums before (unless you count my screams for techincal support), but guess this is worth it ...Really would like to see you stay ingame Wivi.

Wivi... Dun make me hunt you down with my Axen of Doom, and threaten you with their insanely dull blades.... ^_^


Seriously, stay man.

Plz stay

Rivi, I wouldn't go if I were you.

Okay, so what does that mean? That means I suggest you do something a lot of us have done in the past. Buck up, pull a stiff upper lip, and give any drama whatsoever the finger.

It's not worth it. None of it. However, drama isn't necessary to have fun in AO, so I think you can rise above it. It just takes some work sometimes, and a whole lot of sense of self-preservation.

Take a break if ya haveta, may give you some perspective.

Lauri said it as well as I ever could.

AO has no monopoly on drama. It's simply a slice of life, and you're always going to have drama...even in the back of that bar. It'll find you.

Take Lauri's advice...it's good advice.

Take Veldron's advice - Lauri's smart!

If you would go, you'll regret it later if you go in a short moment of reaction. Consider it a bit first & leave the possibilities open for awhile...

Leaving?? *fwap*
No you're not. It's not allowed.
People suck sometimes, but there are an awful lot of others here that really like having you around. Besides, if you leave, you'll miss WEENUS... I know you will...

Heh rivi, I've been there. I screwed over my org, my family by attacking a clan tower for xp. my org was a neutral org. I had no manners (I still think i dont have any.) I got banished alltogether for a while from my only life (a bad one at the time) since people hated me on Rubi Ka and Earth, I became suicidal. (i know, that sounds dumb huh? but its a lot more saddening when its your only life.) I felt like all my bases were taken forever, they werent. I came back here and got a lil more respect than i did before.

"Its just a phase, that's got to pass" - The Strokes

...but I wonder? If I made a post like this, would I get the same respect?
you're defenatly loved here, and I enjoy your presence. you're one of my few friends. I'd hate to see you go.

Dont accept defeat dont let the rudeness or the curelity of another take you from those that enjoy your company and your friendship.... so many mix role and reality so many change thier real selve s to persons we hate and are better off not knowing i have delt with kindness and cruelety with loyalties and with those that wish to own me or change me or destroy that which is the essence of my character but i have come to the reality that thier are ppl in real life and game life that i wish to be friend to and those i wish to avoid or ignore so thier opionions and thier lives dont affect me thier lies thier drama can not hurt me unless i allow it to be so ......... Dont let them win you are in complete controll of your life in all worlds live it your way and live it happy Huggles Babe I hope you stay..............

He's not going anywhere.

*quietly hums as she sabotages the last shuttle, making it unable to lift off*

Uh unh. Not allowed.

So sorry, but this story has been determined to have a "and they rode off into the sunset and lived happily ever after" ending.

Thank you, drive through.

He 'll come back.
They always do.....

I thought it was "Sometimes they come back" ?

::sorry, little referrence to a good little Stephen King short story that was made into 1 or maybe 2 bad movies::

*sits down on the floor at Rivi's feet and hugs his right leg real tight*

Sorry but you can't go anywhere... AO is cheaper then bar tabs anyway, and we would seriously miss you.. in case you couldn't tell yet..

Drama comes, and drama goes... it'll go, trust us.. and please stay?


*looks up to you with watery eyes from the floor and makes a cannotresist puppy face* pwease...?

so... ive done some thinking (yea, i can think) and came up with a new anwser, which deals with an old rule that we all implied when we where teenagers. the awnser is that im now staying. the new rule? people i like get the smile. people i hate get my creepy boney middle finger. how ya doing GSP, i missed ya

Hell yeah Rivi!

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W00t w000t w00t koo go rivi, tell the world that hates you that you dont give a **** nice to hav ya back dawg, cuz we all luv

*steals pic and puts it on the desktop*

*pounce huggles*

I so happy :*)

Alright dude! I thought you were gone while I was on my leave. w00t w00t!