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was just feeling like starting a post. post some lyrics that say how you feel today.


Everyday I fight a war against the mirror
I can't take the person starin' back at me

have you heard the news today?
another hero was born in their grave
a useless medal and a burning flag
the symbol of our decay

like pawns in the grand game
moved oblivious to their fate
as blind leading the blind
in a war with no reason

who can say when we are safe
when every night into a grave
a new hero is borne
with sand beneath and skies above
a tortured spirit calls for an end
an end to madness

Well I never thought that I was strange
I always had something to do to think about
They say that some things never change
Well I guess they do 'cos I never thought I was strange

Excuse me but can I be you for a while
My dog won't bite if you sit real still
I got the anti-Christ in the kitchen yellin' at me again
Yeah I can hear that
Been saved again by the garbage truck
I got something to say you know
But nothing comes
Yes I know what you think of me
You never shut-up
Yeah I can hear that

But what if I'm a mermaid
In these jeans of his
With her name still on it
Hey but I don't care
Cause sometimes
I said sometimes
I hear my voice
And it's been here
Silent All These Years

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest thing to heaven that I'll
ever be

And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you ............

Nevermind
You just hurt someone you cared for
You and I
Separate lives I know
Still I spy
Though I know that it is over
Nevermind
This is how it's going to feel

Change your mind
Act unpredictable
It's effective
Believe me - I
Took control
Felt the power
Enjoyed the pain
Pandorus

Nevermind
I just hurt someone I cared for
You And I
Forever lost

Hold on to me love
You know I can't stay long
All I wanted to say was I love you and I'm not afraid
Can you hear me?
Can you feel me in your arms?

Holding my last breath
Safe inside myself
Are all my thoughts of you
Sweet raptured light it ends here tonight

temperance was trance-inducing
losing scope to boozing, bruising
patience ended without choosing
who's ideal I'd wreck tonight

Finding out my wrongs and musing
over others, I was using
wrongs, accusing, rights-abusing
spouting false, I had no right

Play to win, but i'm born to lose

we take multiple times
to perfect an internation rhyme
that we preach day by day
but the people never have a say

because all we rap about is drugs sex and violence
one day everyone will enjoy the silence
as the wrongs will eventually be right
and that everyone will have 2nd thoughts about the fight

cause all we want to do in this world is become some hero
eventually we try so hard that we end up zeros
cause all of those words she said only caused me pain
and now im dying from an endless shame

Melancholy (Holy Martyr)

Make the sadness go away
Come back another day
For years I've tried to teach
But their eyes are empty
Empty too I have become
For them I must die
A sad and troubled race
An ungrateful troubled place

I see the sadness in their eyes
Melancholy in their cries
Devoid of all the passion
The human spirit cannot die
Look at the pain around me
This is what I cry for
Look at the pain around me
This is what I'll die for

Make the sadness go away
Come back another day
The things I've said and done
Don't matter to anyone
But still, you push me to see
Something, I can never be
Why am I their shattered king?
I don't mean anything

I see the sadness in their eyes
Melancholy in their cries
Devoid of all the passion
The human spirit cannot die
Look at the pain around me
This is what I cry for
Look at the pain around me
This is what I'll die for

I'm not ready to make nice,
I'm not ready to back down,
I'm still mad as hell
And I don't have time
To go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is
You think I should

The tax mans taken all my dough,
And left me in my stately home,
Lazing on a sunny afternoon.
And I cant sail my yacht,
Hes taken everything Ive got,
All Ive gots this sunny afternoon.

Save me, save me, save me from this squeeze.
I got a big fat mama trying to break me.
And I love to live so pleasantly,
Live this life of luxury,
Lazing on a sunny afternoon.
In the summertime
In the summertime
In the summertime

Without the mask where will you hide
Can't find yourself - lost in your lie

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

If Elvis were here
He'd know how to shake the night
He'd make you move
Get into the groove
Dancin' till the morning light
And Buddy could sing
Otis had everything
Jimmy was loud
He made us so proud
They're still alive with us tonight

And he's rockin' the night away
And all the angels came out to play
Let's do the rock, rock, rock
Roll, roll, roll tonight

There is a cheer. The gnomes have learned a new way to say hooray.
The walls, such they be, are crawling with geometric hallucinations.
Very brightly coloured, very irridescent. Deep sheens and very highly reflective surfaces
everything is machine-like and polished and throbbing with energy but that is not what immediately arrests my attention. What arrests my attention is the fact that this space is inhabited.
And so like jewelled self dribbling basketballs these things come running forward and what they are doing with this visible language that they create is they are making gifts! They are making gifts for you and they will say ...'

You can spend your whole life buildin'
Somethin' from nothin'
One storm can come and blow it all away
Build it anyway

You can chase a dream
That seems so out of reach
And you know it might not ever come your way
Dream it anyway

God id great, but sometimes life ain't good
When I pray it doesn't alway turn out like I think it should
But I do it anyway
I do it anyway

This worlds gone crazy and it's hard to beleive
That tomarrow will be better than today
Beleive it anyway
You can love someone with all your heart
For all the right reasons
An in a moment they can choose to walk away
love 'em anyway

Two for me right now: (I'm a Gemini )

In stillness
A silent weight
Pausing as the minutes each evaporate

A desire
To leave a scar
To raise a voice from within the dark

Decaying
Cascading
Existence falls apart
Around me
Within me
So I must leave my mark

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They're coming to take me away, HA HA
They're coming to take me away, HO HO HEE HEE HA HA
To the funny farm
Where life is beautiful all the time
And I'll be happy to see
Those nice, young men
In their clean, white coats
And they're coming to take me away, Ha-haaa!

We
Chase misprinted lies
We
Face the path of time
And yet I fight
And yet I fight
This battle all alone
No one to cry to
No place to call home

My
Gift of self is raped
My
Privacy is raked
And yet I find
Yet I find
Repeating in my head
If I cant be my own
I'd feel better dead