Jewellery

Some of you will be aware that before I got sick I was a classically trained jeweller and that since I got sick due to a lack of funds and not having access to proper tools or the space to use them I've been trying to make a living and failing by what can best be discribed as misc art ventures.
Well while puttering with clay and paint has kept me from becoming a homicidal maniac it hasn't paid a single bill. I'm too much of an artistic temperment which is to say I start doing, forget to eat for three days then ruin the project by over working it while fatigued and sick.
To while away time while I built up strength for the next attempt I'd spend hours and hours and hours in AO.
Ultimately this has been a destructive process. However things are changing. For one thing I have looked in the mirror and said to myself that which needed saying. I am far to arrogant and proud for my own good and I need to "Get over myself and get on with making a living."
One of my problems was that I refused to do anything by what I considered easy and cheap methods. No twisted wire jewellery because any monkey can twist bits of wire. No beads, bangles and other easily made items because that wasn't art. Art has your soul and fiber poured into it.
"Condecending bullshit."
With my newfound realization that I can't be uppity, arrogant and hold myself to a higher standard without also being a royal ass and starving to death comes the hope that I can forge a better person out of the wreakage that is myself.
So what am I doing. Well for one thing I'm going back to my roots. Jewellery. I'm setting my sights on selling. Which means dealing with people in the Real World which is someting I've tried to avoid all my life.
I have a few projects in mind that will produce a line of salable items I hope to have ready for next summer when the tourists once again hit the local sidewalks.
Beads, Fimo, wire and anything that I can get my hands on. I even have a plan for a net business.
So what am I saying...
Some of you will have noticed that I haven't been online very much lately. Truth is I'm in AO almost as much as I was before but like the rest of my life I'm trying to use my time in AO to be more focused and goal oriented. I'm using AO to help train myself to be a better person by setting goals and not giving up on them till I get what I want.
Ultimately success at anything is hard work. Even in a game. People talk about the economy of Morpegs as being a true free market economy. I'm not silly enough to think AO's economy is a model that can be applied to RL. But I know that the one lesson that I learned from AO's economy is that while no single action usually has a recognisable reward. Persistant and repeated actions will lead to some form of reward. Even if it's not a tangible thing.
Anyways been AWOL on you guys and felt you had a right to know why.
GSP is family. A large extended and dysfunctional family of perverted cousins maybe but I love you all.
Legal addendum: Please note that any confusion created by this post is unintentional. Any resemblence to persons living or dead is highly suspect and that no Leets were harmed or served on wheat thins as snack food items during the writing of this post. The author takes no responcibility for the contents of this post and the views presented in this post while solely the thoughts and opinions of the author do not represent the thoughts and opions of the author save at the moment of writing. This post protected under international Copyleft laws and is thus subject to fair use. Use it and any material within it at will so long as it's not used to make a profit in which case tha author wants payment by certified check.
Edit because I can't spell. Will further edit as I notice things maybe.
Well while puttering with clay and paint has kept me from becoming a homicidal maniac it hasn't paid a single bill. I'm too much of an artistic temperment which is to say I start doing, forget to eat for three days then ruin the project by over working it while fatigued and sick.
To while away time while I built up strength for the next attempt I'd spend hours and hours and hours in AO.
Ultimately this has been a destructive process. However things are changing. For one thing I have looked in the mirror and said to myself that which needed saying. I am far to arrogant and proud for my own good and I need to "Get over myself and get on with making a living."
One of my problems was that I refused to do anything by what I considered easy and cheap methods. No twisted wire jewellery because any monkey can twist bits of wire. No beads, bangles and other easily made items because that wasn't art. Art has your soul and fiber poured into it.
"Condecending bullshit."
With my newfound realization that I can't be uppity, arrogant and hold myself to a higher standard without also being a royal ass and starving to death comes the hope that I can forge a better person out of the wreakage that is myself.
So what am I doing. Well for one thing I'm going back to my roots. Jewellery. I'm setting my sights on selling. Which means dealing with people in the Real World which is someting I've tried to avoid all my life.
I have a few projects in mind that will produce a line of salable items I hope to have ready for next summer when the tourists once again hit the local sidewalks.
Beads, Fimo, wire and anything that I can get my hands on. I even have a plan for a net business.
So what am I saying...
Some of you will have noticed that I haven't been online very much lately. Truth is I'm in AO almost as much as I was before but like the rest of my life I'm trying to use my time in AO to be more focused and goal oriented. I'm using AO to help train myself to be a better person by setting goals and not giving up on them till I get what I want.
Ultimately success at anything is hard work. Even in a game. People talk about the economy of Morpegs as being a true free market economy. I'm not silly enough to think AO's economy is a model that can be applied to RL. But I know that the one lesson that I learned from AO's economy is that while no single action usually has a recognisable reward. Persistant and repeated actions will lead to some form of reward. Even if it's not a tangible thing.
Anyways been AWOL on you guys and felt you had a right to know why.
GSP is family. A large extended and dysfunctional family of perverted cousins maybe but I love you all.
Legal addendum: Please note that any confusion created by this post is unintentional. Any resemblence to persons living or dead is highly suspect and that no Leets were harmed or served on wheat thins as snack food items during the writing of this post. The author takes no responcibility for the contents of this post and the views presented in this post while solely the thoughts and opinions of the author do not represent the thoughts and opions of the author save at the moment of writing. This post protected under international Copyleft laws and is thus subject to fair use. Use it and any material within it at will so long as it's not used to make a profit in which case tha author wants payment by certified check.
Edit because I can't spell. Will further edit as I notice things maybe.