Yeah! Personal happiness is No.1
I've pondered giving up smoking too but, well I dropped the concept of that.
Personally I don't think tobacco/cigarettes themselfs is bad.
The nicotine in such small doses cause no real harm.
Yes the smoke is annoying and some people tend to be allergic to it.
(but everyone is allergic to something these days so. *shrug*)
No! it's the darn TAR in the things that is nasty (and a few other minor things).
Those are what might cause or increase the chance of cancer.
I remember some news maaaany years ago, some Swedes was working
on tobacco from some special herbs that gave of vitrually no tar etc at all.
And might give minor bonuses (due to the unique qualities of the herbs).
Sadly that project vanished. So I'm stuck with these damn tar sticks.
It's a wonder I haven't dropped dead yet.
I've smoked about the same amount of time as Metalynx (15 years and there about) too. in other words, statistical smokers.
Sounds like fun eh Metalynx? we're statistical lol.
The cravings of the body is one thing. the craving of the mind is worse.
I smoke way more when watching movies, or listen to music.
When I program or make music etc. I "forget" to smoke. it's weird.
I just so wish tar free cig's was available, that tar wrecks havoc with my lungs sometimes. (and is the reason for the warning labels and fear of tobacco)
Have you guys seen tar? The kind in the tar pits in LA? Or used on roofs?
That's what is in those nanodeths. Mmm lovely.
Naturally during summer I make good money tar'ing the roofs around here tough...
An interesting thing is that certain areas in town here has more pollution in the air than my smoking could ever create.
I think it's mostly a culmination of things.
Modified or sprayed food, artificial whatever and taste/color modifiers.
Electronical pollution, direct self pollution. (i.e smoking and drinking etc)
Gasses/exhaust/industrial etc.
And nature slowly getting out of whack due to us rummaging around as we please.
All this coupled with sociologial and mental health and behaviour
creates one lethal combination of things.
Add stress and the general suckyness of life and you'l realize that every is like ticking bombs around ya, including one-self.
And one day you wont go out with a bang. But a whimper, a whimper I tell ya. Oh the horror, a whimper...
(Dark and nice for ya Metalynx?

hehe
And I hope I didn't freak to many out,
I was gonna write just 2 lines and look what I did haha...
*grabs the pepsi bottle and sips it, trying to pretend he isnt addicted to that either*
